Monday, March 15, 2010

In ISS bored...


I'm in ISS bored because nobody is here. While I was sitting here, this nonsense came across my mind: I look at my past then at my present. Now, I wonder of my future. Scared to live for tomorrow I know not of what might happen. Live life to the fullest I'm not allowed. Explore, that might get me in some trouble. Confused everyday. He say she say. Drama never dies. Abused and mistreated. Did it really make me a better person? They say you can’t love somebody or receive love unless you love yourself. Maybe people can’t love themselves b/c they feel as if nobody loves them. Trust in God for He will never forsake you. I hear that all the time. Never question Him. But then again I have to wonder why is my world so cold and lonely. God has plans for me? I wish I could see what they were. Memories never die. Especially the painful ones. “Everybody has a story to tell”…I love you….you’re an angel that God has sent down to me…you’ll never be nothing…I know you aint getting soft on me….HIGH STANDARDS.

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